Wednesday, February 9, 2011

1000 Words







Those little dogs were dining on OC's patio a few Sunday's ago. I thought they were cute. I have a heart for pugs.












Today I gave blood. And passed out not a lot baby girl, just a little bit. The good news: While having my arm drained, I listened to the likes of Trey Songz and Rhianna through the Blood Bus speaker system. That was a very nice distraction. I was completely fine until the needle was out. They asked me to raise my arm, and the second I did I became all warm and I kept trying to close my eyes (pass out) and my stomach churned like I was going to throw up. And then I lost consciousness. Luckily they revived me quickly and efficiently with a sopping wet cold towel and a patch of ammonia. Hooray NH3!



Tuesday, February 1, 2011

And, also.


I have been such a colossal biatch to my family lately, I decided to buy something pretty for the dinner table (relationship between two concepts- minimal). Something about the fact that flowers are living brings me great joy. These are the flowers I want to carry down the aisle at my wedding. Well, not the exact ones I purchased today. They will be long gone (so it goes). But I want calla lilies in my hands at my wedding, and thats the real moral of the story here.


Another question.

Am I having a slow breakdown or am I rebuilding?

"I've never loved somebody fully, always one foot on the ground. By protecting myself truly, I got lost in the sounds I hear in my mind."


Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Lost and found.

Sometimes you stumble across something that is perfect.


Monday, December 20, 2010

"I'm afraid I just blue myself"


The neighborhood where I am staying in Acton, Mass is exactly as I imagined it would be. Picturesque and full of barren trees. The Oppenheim house is extremely cozy. I am equally tempted to fall asleep in each room, a direct result of the warm colors and soft couches.
My favorite part of the trip so far, besides getting to meet the strangers with whom I have been in communication with for years, was absolutely Harvard. If there is one thing that the past seven months has taught me, it is that I am not comfortable unless I am in, on, or around a school. And what better of a school to immerse yourself in than Harvard- even if its only for a few minutes? It was gorgeous, as to be expected. The bookstore across the road from the campus was impressive as well. It reminded me of one that we visited in NYC next to Lincoln Square.
Boston is no New York. Nothing is like New York, for better or for worse, but I will say that Boston is definitely more manageable. It doesn't overwhelm a person the way that New York might. I didn't get to see a lot, but what I did see was definitely "cute", for lack of a better word. I have heard the Boston accent. Boston wasn't visually what I expected- it was much cleaner and, again, "cuter".
I have really gotten a chance to lounge and eat on this vacation. What more could I ever want?

I will say this though... vacationing reminds me of past vacationing, and that makes me feel a little bit lonely.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Nanananan VCUT

I don't have anything to say. I'm too busy...going. I am watching Eat Pray Love. That's whats happening with that.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

My Happy Place

Maybe my happy place is where it's always been, which is comfortably lounging surrounded by books, magazines, and movies.

Marathons I am going to have:

The OC
Grey's Anatomy
Mad Men
Modern Family
30 Rock
Twilight

Geez! So busy :)